I studied many books, religions, spirituality, and documentaries, and meditated on them through my abyssal mind. Now there is nothing left to read more or analyze everything about them. Now All concepts are cleared through efforts of 9 years. succubus, witches, Ghosts, Angeles, Gods, demons, left and right mythical folklore, and classic rituals available in every society and in every religion, It is earthly truth according to me.
My Faith and Belive has very strong and solid, there is no confusion in my mind. they exist and they are existing. I saw and talked to several many people even thousands of people who do not know Mantra and spirituality but interact with them incidentally and surprise without mantra or summoning.
But I am very disappointed I am eager and love them. I meditate them, but they did show their self on me. now I am in a challenging state of mind, I want them to hurt me touch me, and break my house windows and doors. because I studied and listen to them that Devil or Demonic entities are always ready to attack.
here is someone tell me !!! why they do not show their self to me? Even I can offer my blood to them.
I do not have fear, seriously I am ready to face them 200%, I know they can give me great damage and wound but I can still ready to talk to them.
so this is my problem, I have left my meditations because this is the reason and focus on studied to them.